Post by Luke on Jul 25, 2010 10:49:41 GMT -5
((OOC: These next couple of diary entries will be before Luke's death. I'll fill everyone in when it's for afterwards.))
I'm still trying to figure out why I haven't been able to see the truth before, when Angel had become so troubled that she relied on murder. Nothing about the circumstance makes any sense, she always seemed like a happy girl, she was loved by nearly everyone in the town, and she always had that natural instinct about her to help others; just like her mother.
Sometimes I wonder if she knew, would it make a difference. If she knew the identity of her real father. That Hank, the man she believed was her father was nothing more than a tyrant who forcered Amy to marry him, that in those years of false happiness with Hank, Amy would turn to me, that I was actually the one who fathered both Angel and her sister Mary Anne.
Part of me wants to tell her this, perhaps it would give her a peace of mind to know that she's not completely alone, but how can I tell her when all this time I had been lying to her.
I have written a letter, I have given it to Rupert if the time of my death ever comes about. If I do not tell my daughter the truth before hand, than he is to give her the letter, it explains everything in it, including why her mother died.
As for the murder, I'm now not completely convinced she has done this act, like I've said above, she has no reason to carry out on innocent victims, it's not in her nature. This Roman one who came to the house, he was strange somehow, someone I'm not sure can be trusted. I just wish that I could see her so I can make sure.
I'm still trying to figure out why I haven't been able to see the truth before, when Angel had become so troubled that she relied on murder. Nothing about the circumstance makes any sense, she always seemed like a happy girl, she was loved by nearly everyone in the town, and she always had that natural instinct about her to help others; just like her mother.
Sometimes I wonder if she knew, would it make a difference. If she knew the identity of her real father. That Hank, the man she believed was her father was nothing more than a tyrant who forcered Amy to marry him, that in those years of false happiness with Hank, Amy would turn to me, that I was actually the one who fathered both Angel and her sister Mary Anne.
Part of me wants to tell her this, perhaps it would give her a peace of mind to know that she's not completely alone, but how can I tell her when all this time I had been lying to her.
I have written a letter, I have given it to Rupert if the time of my death ever comes about. If I do not tell my daughter the truth before hand, than he is to give her the letter, it explains everything in it, including why her mother died.
As for the murder, I'm now not completely convinced she has done this act, like I've said above, she has no reason to carry out on innocent victims, it's not in her nature. This Roman one who came to the house, he was strange somehow, someone I'm not sure can be trusted. I just wish that I could see her so I can make sure.
